First Step. Do a Happiness Project

I just finished reading the book The Happiness Project and it recommends making resolutions instead of goals. The difference between a goal and a resolution is that a goal, once you do it its done. But a resolution is something you can stick to for the rest of your life, or for how ever amount of time you'd like.
So this is my first resolution: post on my blog every Tuesday & Thursday, and write every Monday & Wednesday that way I have time to edit.

As part of my new Leaf on this Blog, I want to start it off by doing my own version of the Happiness Project as a means to discover more aspects of myself and to enjoy life more.
I will start planning for it now and start the project in January 1st, 2011 until December 31st, 2011.

What do I want to accomplish with my Happiness project?
I want to be able to not get so upset when a stranger shows no patience toward me, when they are rude and nasty on the street. Currently when this happens I feel the urge to curse back, although I never do anymore, and this holding back of emotions causes my chest to tighten and pressure builds up and I get pissed. Like today, I was writing on this diary & I reached the last stop on the train. I was not paying attention so I stayed on my seat. The lady train conductor screamed: "Last stop! Hellooooooo?!" Pa' que fue eso! It got me SO pissed! In the past there have been times when I've fallen asleep in the train and in that stop a conductor would yell: "Last stop!" and this would wake me up, I would get off the train and that would be the end of it. But the hello at the end made me feel like the woman was saying to me: What are you an idiot? Don't you see that the train stopped? Didn't you hear me say Last stop before from the other train car? I guess what I want to work at is at not hearing the unsaid insults of other people. Because every time I get angry it is because I hear these insults even though no one is saying them. So in essence it is me who's insulting me.

My second resolution is: Do not take things personally. Do not say to myself insults that other people have not said.

This is a good start. My original idea for this blog was it to be a journey of self discovery, something that would help me to discover my True Identity and help others find theirs through my experience. But identities are harder to come by than say a year long happiness project. I believe this is a good start to my much longer True Identity project. So the first step to my true identity project will be to do a happiness project. Now i have to do some more research and start working on my happiness project. Hope you join me for the ride.

Starting Over, Turning over a new Leaf.

Ok, so here we go. Starting once again. I took a break from Blogging since March, and now I'm ready to start. This is a brand new direction I'm going to be heading, so I hope you join me for the ride.

For the upcoming months I'm going to be writing about a few different topics, Family & Marriage, Celebrities, Health and Fitness and some topics of inspiration.

I'm going to do new articles on Tuesdays and Thursdays, like the website www.bethesmartwife.com which I have recently discovered and started to follow.

I am really grateful for the new connections I have made recently thanks to my new addiction to Twitter and I believe this will be a much better Blog thanks to that.

Well thank you very much for joining me into this new path for self discovery and exploration to live the best life we can ever have.

A Purpose for this Blog...

I have been reading other Blogs recently instead of writing. I've been thinking about how to go about making this Blog into something with a Purpose. I started this as a way to get over my fear of writing. After being a wishful writer for some time and then a contributing writer and editor for a local magazine, I found myself with a phobia to writing. This phobia to writing (yes, phobia, panic attacks and everything, at the mere thought of having to write anything that came from my soul) I got it about a year ago after going through depression and pouring my heart out in the form of writing, and then having my privacy violated which brought about a chain of events that dug me deeper and deeper into the depression... Well, to make a long story short, after several months of therapy and getting started on medication for hypothyroidism (one of the symptoms can be depression and probably was making my depression even worse!) I feel like I am able to start feeling like myself again. And feeling less scared of writing. Although I still have fear, I mean, I have not advertised my Blog yet, nobody has read it...at least not to this day. But soon. I want to give this Blog a different purpose, I want this to be a place where people can come and learn something new that can give them an insight as to anything that might help them towards their self discovery and acceptance of their True Identity. This is a new step! Will be taking it soon!

Well, I'll think about my very first informational Blog entry coming hopefully next week!

Have a nice 4th of July weekend all!!!

Big Hug!